MY PERSONAL STORY AND EXPERIENCE

"The wound is the place where the light enters you" Rumi

 

I always felt a deep fascination for the wonder of life within me. Besides this touch and childlike joy of life, there was, however, also early on a deep pain and with it a strong longing and search for meaning. For years, I tried to satisfy this externally - through philosophy studies, development work in West Africa, ambitious plans for global justice ideals, many travels, etc.

 

Today I recognize that all of this was ultimately driven by the longing for myself. To rediscover my inner roots, the connection to my inner voice, to the life within me.

It was the longing for what I had lost as a child, because - like many in our culture - I had to cut myself off from my integrity. And since then, in constant struggle against myself, I completely lost and closed myself off.

 

A few years ago, I experienced a profound change and inner breakthrough, mainly through the discovery of dearmoring and consciousness work. My shell began to crack open. It felt like I was waking up after years of sleep. "Where was I all these years?" I often asked myself. Through the treatments, I reconnected with my essence - as clear and present as I had last felt it as a small child, accompanied by a feeling of deepest peace, fulfillment, and oneness with life. I realized (and constantly realize, because the pull of this structure is of course still there and pulls every day) how absent, armored, and alienated from myself I had been living.

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The journey to oneself, bringing repressed parts and experiences into consciousness, is painful - but in a very healing way.